Tonight my heart is broken by the realities that will never be
The false hopes, dreams, and desires that are viewed too un-possible by the world
As one wishes fantasies were real, life wasnt true, and that you could escape the chains and shackles of the human mind
I only hope to grasp at these possibilities
To separate my mind from this place as much as possible and keep on living in the beliefs of this lost world
So tonight, like every night thus far, two tears will run from my eyes
My heart showing me its true feelings and understanding that I still cannot completely comprehend
Things the world only writes off as fantasies
But yeah, I know what your talking about. Its like a combination of life and our own thoughts lead us down a negative path until something can show us the other way.
So I know exactly what your talking about and I'm glad that little patch of light showed up again for you. As far as this poem goes its very close to what goes on in my subconscious. And at times it can be comforting when it comes out. But I know that tomorrow is a new day and that I can do something to try and change it. You gotta just keep looking for some of the good in life.
So I'm glad you read and commented here and thanks for sharing your journal as well
i you ever need to talk you can always note me *thumbs up*
i hope you feel better soon
Generally I can never express how I feel (when I'm "down") but last night the words just popped into place.
I hope you feel better
Don't get me started on tears, I've shed to much of them lately along with my family...